Feeling Fat

After I had Emma,I didn't want to go into my thirties overweight. So, I busted my butt and lost 50 lbs. after I had her. I worked out Mon.-Sat. and was very strict on what I ate. I didn't want anymore babies because I knew I would gain weight again.

Well, surprise, surprise...I got pregnant again.

Now I have to start all over. I feel like a cow compared to all the skinny ladies in my ward. They have babies and one month later, I swear, they are back in their size 2 jeans. It makes me sick. I hate them all ;)!